Monday, August 24, 2015
man wrongly accused of crime and his story
Josh, A man who was wrongly accused for a crime that he did not committ almost a year ago now..and it seems like he was arrested based on what he said in the soft interview room that night of Oct 12? I was trying to explain how it would feel to be questioned by detectives when you are extremely afraid and especially whatever you say to the detectives they are saying that they do not beleive you and that you must know more..because of the fact that your memory is so good and that you can remember everything that happened before the crime and everything that happened after the crime but the 20 minutes you took to walk home that night you seemingly cannot remember that time frame..and I would just say..well if I was drunk and feeling like I was going to throw up and nothing exciting happened that night toooo remember. I did tell the detectives that normally when I walk home, I do not talk to anyone. I just keep my head down and walk home.
but this is how I felt when being questioned by the detectives that night...and tell me do you think that you would be able to keep your cool when being questioned????
Imagine yourself being interogated by two military officers that are trained in coeherison, they know political tactics and how to get you to say what they want you to say. They show you pictures of yourself walking and coming out of a place but they do not tell you anything about really why you are being questioned..you have no idea or recollection of the crime you now figure out that they want to arrest you for..they keep telling you that they donot believe you when you try to tell them your story and what you recollect....
You are feeling more and more despondant, your blood pressure has now reached 190, your hands and arms are tingling, you are shaking incessently, you can barely sit in your seat, you are crying--sobbing because you donot know what to do..the detectives continuelly say that they donot believe your story and what you recollect..you know you were drinking that night..and this evens makes it worse..because you know that you may..have done something that you do not remember-- that you did..at least..you know that it is a possibility.. and you entertain all sorts of thoughts and you say them out loud..you ask questions..what does the girl look like? does she know me..what is her name? The detectives say that they cannot divulge that information to you because it is to early in the case and you believe them and you sink even further in your seat and now are very dissappointed in yourself for not remembering what happened that night in that 20 minute period while you walked home that night in Madison.WI on a busy street where there were many people out that night at approx 1:30 that morn.
Well..think of what creature you are most afraid of and then think of a detective or police man who has the authority to put you in jail... bring those creatures in the room where you are sitting and then start asking you questions about an event that happened 2 weeks ago..and they so cleverly take the spiders out of their cages one by one and place them around the room and a few on your legs while continuelly in a low compassionate voice ask you questions and tell you that what you answer they do not believe..then finally what you are deathly afraid of (are snakes) and they pull one out and put it around your neck..and you become paralyzed with fear..you can barely answer the questions they are asking you..you try..but all kinds of thoughts are entering your mind now..and you become confused..not sure..because you donot remember anything happening that night when you walked home but the detectives keep saying that you do and they want you to tell them what you know..you finally cry out and say I do not remember anything like that happening that night.. and when you get to heaven you can even ask God and Jesus if I did this..nothing seems to be working..the detectives do not believe you and you know you are ficked!!
the detectives ask you to sign the paper of you walking down the street and the one where you ID'ed what looked like the shoes you were wearing that night..The detectives ask you where would the girl want you to go and what should we do with you tonight..you are so exhausted you give the detectives a couple of answers and one is..well I could come over to your houses and you could watch me for the night..smile..well the detectives do not like that idea..but I think they can see that you are in no condition to go home either..they know that you are not thinking correctly and that you are in the pit of despair..and question your sanity at this time..but they donot call your mother or friend to come and pick you up either..instead they arrest you..and hand cuff your wrists tightly so tight that you have to later ask the guard to loosen them up for you...you are put in a cell by yourself and are being monitored because your blood pressure is so high and they are worried about you..I hope anyways!!
to be continued...